I'm finally back in school and my whole summer was boring again. I'm so proud of myself I went though the whole summer without having sex with anyone. To me that is the best thing that I have did so far this year. I guess I can say that me and my mom are getting alone better than last year. To me it seem that she has gotten tired of all those men, she used to talk to at least I hope she has.This is my last year of school and she had never cared about my grades as much as i did now I can tell she cares now. I hope this year she finally wakes up and realize that I'm not a kid anymore and that I'm almost eighteen years old and that I am not playing about moving out went I get eighteen. I'm praying that I get this job at this store. So, I can go ahead and get this car I want. I hope that I have saved up enough of money after I get this job. So, I can get my own apartment next summer. I really don't want to be stay with my moma when I get eighteen because. She likes to judge all the people I talk to and. I know my boyfriend I talk to now she want approve of him. So, I got to move and very soon and because I really like him and I don't wat to loose him . I think he likes me too but we can't show each other how we feel because we both don't stay together so we cant show each other how we feel about each other. I know that I care about him alot but I don't know if he care about me like I care about him. I really hopr he will wasit on me until I get out of school than, then hopefully we can show each other then how much we care about each other.
